Anime with a X, that's how I express, myself, because you see
My name, it is not pronounced with an X sound, but rather a Z
With the colour purple in my vision, I see, and I also believe
That with a digit associated with misfortune and dread, the 13
I have chosen to call myself. Friends do not exist for it seems
That those who say that you hold a special place in their hearts only dream
To use you for purposes unseen. You surely agree that this is a manner obscene
Therefore, I returned the favor. The results of this? Unfortunately not clean
But I can say that I have achieved all that I wanted, without regret, I mean
Maybe a little regret...
I have pondered what it is like to have others who genuinely adore your sheen
Others who love you unconditionally despite knowing who you are between the seams
However, I accept that such is a fantasy for me. I cannot even hope to convene
Unless there is an alternative motive that I wish to execute... but they glean
My intentions sinister...
My megalomania betrays my friends and family, my intelligence betrays mon esprit
My loneliness betrays my sanity, alas, is there any hope for someone like me ?
Meh, clearly my thoughts only serve to delay my defeat, so I will take my leave
Evidently, the world would heal itself faster without my presence. I am, Ximena 13.
|The Poetry of Avatar XIII|
|Balance • Thoughts of Winter • Thoughts • Blue Peace • Feelings • Green Peace|
|Royalty Naught • Aftermath • Red Peace • Converse • Shadow☆Star • Violoncello • Orange Peace • Ximena 13 • Evol Love • Time • Negative Four • Lucidus Star • Amon Maven|
|Neo XIII era|
|L'oublié • Realizations • In a Box|